Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Random Acts of Kindness revisited

 

"Everybody can be great ... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace, a soul generated by love."    Martin Luther King, Jr.

 

I invite you to drop by Marie's journal and read her entry today, called Random Acts of Kindness.

One should start the day on the right foot after reading this entry. Anyone can do this, any day... acts of kindness ... and serving others.

When I see trash laying around, I pick it up. Even if it is in the store parking lot, and I'm on my way into the store, if there is trash on the ground, I will pick it up and put it in the trash can. When people don't return their shopping carts properly, I will push them into the cart corral so they don't stick out into the driving aisle. I turn the laminator on first thing in the morning, even when I'm not planning on using it because I know a teacher will probably come rushing in and hope that it is on (it's happened to me many times). I buy breakfast for a teacher unannounced on a random day. When book companies show their wares in our school, I buy books for the younger teachers, the ones who start out with little or nothing, to help stock up their personal bookshelves.

Acts of kindness are easy to fit into one's life.

Do you do random acts of kindness? Do you fit serving others into your day? How do you do this... please leave a comment.

Thanks!!!

                                           

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Pacing guides

You cannot teach a man anything; you can only help him find it within himself. Galileo Galilei (1564-1642) Italian physicist and astronomer.
 

I'm inclined to believe this statement of Galileo's.

Many times I see that what we are supposed to teach is not being learned at the pace we want them to learn. Some kids just don't realize that they ... ahem ... I mean the teacher.... has a pacing guide to follow... !??!

Hmmmm... something is very unfair about that.

 

Monday, January 29, 2007

Expectations

"When teachers expect students to do well and show intellectual growth, they do;  when teachers do not have such expectations, performance and growth are not so encouraged and may in fact be discouraged in a variety of ways."

James Rhem, executive editor for the online National Teaching and Learning Forum

 

There's something brewing in the air at school. Specifically, in and around the fifth grade classrooms.

There's talk ... from the assistant principal... a couple of teachers... even a group of students have mentioned it to me ... that there is a project in the brainstorming stage.

The project involves a group of at-risk fifth grade students who are doing poorly academically. They already seem to be heading down the track that leads to drop-out by high school. They are struggling to keep up with their grade level peers, but it's been difficult. A few will fail this year. They won't be retained, but they will know that they did not pass, and that's all a kid needs to know to get him started down the fast slide  to Drop Outsville.

I cannot mention details, but I can say this: the school where I teach, if it were in New York City, would be considered an Inner City School. The city in which I teach is small, very small, by comparison to big city schools. However, compared to schools within the county, we fit the description of "inner" city. The population is mostly low-income, very high in second-language learners. A higher than normal proportion of students have some sort of exceptionality, either autism, mentally challenged, developmentally delayed, or learning disabled... and there are many, many students with ADHD, and a large number of behavioral-emotionally challenged students. Many parents do not work, cannot work, or are in between jobs. Many parents are single. Many did not graduate from high school themselves.

There are quite a few at-risk students here, and this is the group of students our assistant principal had targeted to be involved in the special project. I haven't met with them in the planning of it, but I should, because somehow, I will be involved. I was reminded of that today. It involves painting a mural in the new wing of the building. The art teacher is in charge of the endeavor, and the kids will be doing the painting.

When I heard of this, back in October, I made the comment, "I sure would like to paint this dreary building (referring to my classroom, which I love, btw)... and not just the inside!" I was kidding about actually painting the outside, because 1) I would have to paint it myself and 2) although I love to paint, I don't feel like I have much time to give to painting a building (or that I'm willing to donate to painting a building).

I don't mind painting the inside of my classroom, provided I could be guaranteed that the classroom will still be mine next year. I certainly don't relish the thought of painting the classroom, only to find myself relocated in August of the next school year. That can happen. I've seen it happen. A teacher paints her classroom one year, and booom!... the next year she is moved into a different classroom. A teacher knows when she makes the decision to paint her classroom that she could well be relocated and be put into another classroom with dreary walls, or plain white walls. But I'm willing to do it... take it on as a summer project, if I knew it would be mine in the fall.

But then there's the comment I made to my assistant principal about my mobile unit classroom being painted on the outside. He heard it, and took it to heart. "Really?" he asked me. "You know you can paint it. Go ahead."

I thought he was kidding. "I'm talking about the outside, not the inside. I'll paint the inside, but I'd need a lot of help to paint the outside."

"I've got the help... the kids will help. You know they're going to be painting the wall mural in the new wing... they're really pumped about that." He smiled as he thought of them working together as a team, creating something new that would be left behind as a legacy when they moved on to middle school in June.

"But the outside of the building?" I asked in disbelief. He had tobe kidding. We're talking about a school building, even if it is a trailer classroom, very visible from the road. My building is one of the first to be seen... highly visible. I could only imagine the bright colors and wild designs the kids would come up with. I was skeptical, me the artist. I do have a conservative gene or two.

"Sure," he chuckled. "I would have thought if you painted it, it would have peace signs and flowers all over it!" He laughed. I wondered to myself why he thought that.

I laughed too. I wouldn't even have put peace signs and flowers all over it, but now I knew he was kidding.

"Seriously," he added, "The kids are really excited about the mural. They're going to design it, and the art teacher is going to help them with the planning, and the colors, but they're going to paint it. It'll be an after school project in the spring. They can paint your building too. They'd love it! You design it, they can help paint it."

I paused to investigate his thoughts on this. He continued with his vision for the group of students who had behaviors that were interfering with their learning. He said he expected that, with their new found confidence, their sense of belonging to something bigger than themselves, and the pride they would have after completing the project, it would boost their self-image. Not only that, all the other kids would see what they had done, and their peers would admire what the students had done.

I nodded. I had no idea what these kids could do or would do, but what fifth grade student doesn't like to paint or draw? I said okay, let me know when you are ready to start the planning.

That conversation took place last fall. Today it was mentioned in passing again. I just told him to let me know what he wants me to do.

The truth is, I will go along with it. I agree with his vision and his philosophy. If you expect a kid to do a great job, he will live up to it. Likewise, if you expect little from him, that's exactly what you will get. It's called the Pygmalion Effect, or the self-fulfilling prophecy.

So, I'm going to tote my camera to school tomorrow, take pictures of the building from all four sides... to be my before shots. And if.... I should say when.... we really do follow-up with the vision in the head of my assistant principal, I will have some great shots to share with you by summer.

If for some reason, the plan does not materialize, I will definitely be making plans to paint the inside of my classroom. With the assurance that I will be there in that same room again next year, of course. That will come straight from our principal's mouth before I start painting.

And if that doesn't happen, I will at least have pictures of the mural the students are going to paint this spring....

Yes, I think I should get my hands in on that project. This is what school is all about. Learning. Not testing.

(uh oh, I feel a mild rant coming on...)

IMO, NCLB has been taking all the fun out of learning. Testing has become the focus in our schools over the past five years. Giving tests, preparing for tests, taking tests, practice taking tests, and talking about the test results afterward.

Testing is only one way to measure learning, but it is not the learning itself. Test scores do not build character, do not create citizenship, do not encourage compassion within the hearts of children. Test scores don't even tell you who the good or the poor teachers are. You give tests to a school with a majority of second language learners and expect them to grow at the same rate as the rest of the American population... then penalize the school because they didn't make adequate growth... itjust doesn't make sense. The ones suffering from the penalty are ultimately the children. And many highly qualified teachers.

You can test the kids until multiple choice answers drip from their noses, but you can't make us stop thinking of ways to help put the creativity back into our classrooms!

I'm going down fighting with a paintbrush and a palette of colors!

Right after I teach reading, writing, and math <grin>.

 

Thursday, January 25, 2007

A day in the life of a student EC teacher

                               

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There were meetings every afternoon this week, curriculum based assessments, the state writing test, and report cards to finish. The young student teacher took it all in stride, wanting to just have a lesson that went smoothly, with the students working diligently and her cooperating teacher looking on in approval and admiration. So much to do, and many students whose individual needs had to be met in the classroom without pushing them too hard or pulling them up too fast.

Some lessons went well, and others did not, but inside she felt like none of them went well enough. It was so embarrassing to be 21 years old and suddenly to feel incapable, like a teenager hoping to get hired, but not having any practical experience to boast about. No, it was even worse than that. It was like you were trained to throw frisbees, but when you walk onto the job, they give you tires to throw. Yes, she didn't feel like she had prepared enough for this. She felt like that nearly every day.

One day, one student tipped the balance, and she fell over into the deep end. She thought for sure she would drown. She wondered why she had even thought she would love doing this kind of work. But this... nothing had prepared her for this! Why did she feel so utterly like a failure? "Why wouldn't he work for me, but he would for her? What did she do that I didn't do?" she wondered.

The older teacher recognized what had happened and gently whispered to her to leave the classroom and go to the bathroom, to calm herself down, to dry her eyes, to get away from the scene for a few minutes. "Come back when you feel calm... it's going to be okay.... remember, I told you there would be days like this... it's normal. Come back when you have calmed down."

                                                   

The young student teacher left, relieved to hide herself away so she could just cry out the tension that had been building up for the past two weeks. Her work load was increasing each week, and she would have to assume all the responsibilities for planning and teaching of this group of students every day for four weeks. How was she going to be ready to take on such a task if she couldn't handle this one student who refused to do his work? But it wasn't just the one student... it was all of them. If she looked at all of them at once, it was overwhelming.

She returned ten minutes later to the classroom, and by then the students of that class had left. The older teacher sat her down and told her not to beat herself up over it. "This is part of your learning process... I'd venture to say most new teachers experience this at one time or another. Better to have it happen now when you have a strong support system, when you have someone in the room with you to help out, someone to talk to about it."

The young teacher was set at ease... she had been so anxious to talk about her feelings on the job with her cooperating teacher because she only wanted to be the best student teacher. Yet, it seemed like day after day, lesson after lesson, she did not feel successful by end of day. She wanted to show her college teachers also that she was ready after four years of education. Her observation was coming up in two days ... what if it flopped? All her worries seemed to erupt that one morning with the lack of response from that one student.

She listened as the veteran teacher assured her that she was doing a good job with planning her lessons. She was prepared with her materials. She was prompt, and she was generously reflective of each lesson. Yes, she was doing those things, wasn't she? "But what about that math lesson... they didn't seem to know as much as I thought they would... I should have..." and she spouted off a string of critical and negative should'ves.

"Sure, you can look back and say what you should have done, and that's what a good teacher does every day, after every lesson,"  her cooperating teacher said. "Even the best planned lesson can go astray for any number of reasons, and you won't know what you would've done until you are driving home after school, or you are taking a shower, or you are falling asleep at night. Ideas and suggestions will come to you freely once you are out of the classroom. Just works that way for a new teacher. When you've been doing it for a few years, it gets a little easier."

"Think about it, I have two file cabinets filled with files of lessons I have taught, and ideas for lessons I want to teach, and copies of other teachers' lessons, files I have been collecting for seven years now. I have something for nearly every concept and skill I might want to teach, at any grade level. How many files do you have?"

The young teacher thought about this... it made sense. She had only what others were willing to share with her, and her courage. For now, she had to rely on expert teachers and their file cabinets, books, and materials, but someday she would have two or three file cabinets of lessons and plans of her own from which to draw.

                   

Yes, she could see better now. Her perspective began to change. She sat up a little straighter, feeling her confidence return. Then the two teachers, the apprentice student teacher and the veteran cooperating teacher talked about behavior management, and how it could be improved to manage students who refused to complete a task.

They talked about how for some students, just showing up to school would qualify them for an award if you looked at the challenges and barriers in their way. Other students, the ones who couldn't read well at all, struggled to read words, and lost the meaning of what they read because it took them so long to read. It's no wonder the little guy refused to work. He has a hard time speaking the language, his vocabulary is weak, so why is it any surprise that he can't express himself in writing?

Then it hit her. She began to see that this wasn't at all about her. It wasn't about her needs as a novice teacher, nor about her feelings getting hurt because she couldn't inspire one child to rise above his disability.

This was about the needs of the student. She couldn't fail in the classroom because they needed her to be there for them. If she thought this was a challenge for her, then she wasn't looking deep enough. This was why she was here, after all. She was here to teach children to learn, and to find ways to help them overcome the mixed up and confusing processes that took place within their brains.

No, there would be no more tears of frustration in this classroom while the students were around. If a student's difficulty pushed her insecurity buttons, she would recognize that his insecurities were greater. If a student pushed her fear buttons, she would know that he was more fearful of something he did not even understand. If a student pushed her rejection buttons, she would understand that he was not rejecting her, but only the difficult task at hand. 

Yes, she was becoming a teacher. Her tears of fear, rejection, and insecurity may not be allowed in the classroom in sight of the students, but tears of sadness or great joy would be.

Whatever she had to do to become strong for them, she would do it. She would learn everything she could, she would talk to other teachers, she would attend workshops, and observe classroom teachers, and try... she would keep trying and she would never give up because if she gave up, then she would be letting one of them down. Novice she was for now, but she knew she couldn't let them down. That was no longer an option.

Then something within her budding teacher heart gently stirred, forming new moisture in her eyes. Silently, it spilled over her eyelid, slid down her cheek, and disappeared beneath her upturned chin.

She knew what she had to do. She no longer doubted it.

She didn't even bother to wipe this one away. This kind of tear was completely acceptable.

And her cooperating teacher smiled.

                                                         

 

     This entry is a semi-fictional retelling of one day in the life of a student teacher of Exceptional Children.


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Sunday, January 21, 2007

Akiane: Is she for real?

                           

                                                 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-YdIVeBo8SE

Here again, Akiane Kramarik, the twelve year-old child prodigy. I think some folks are thinking she is a hoax, that she isn't for real. Maybe her parents are doing the painting and the writing?

This is only one video I have seen of her. There are others. She is easy to find on the internet. Her faith in God is real, despite having been raised within an atheist home during her formative years.

It is difficult to grasp that a four year old could paint with the maturity of a forty year old, but isn't that what a child prodigy is? Someone who knows and understands far beyond their years?

I haven't found anything yet to disprove her claims.

I think we have here the genuine article.

                

Prince of Peace, she was 8.                                  Jesus: the Missing Years. She was 10 years old

 

                                                

                                                                                                      Angelic Love, she was 12 years old

 

                                                                       http://www.artakiane.com/akiane_art.htm#

                                          

                                                           

 


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Saturday, January 20, 2007

Child Prodigy! You must see!

Check out this link to the most inspiring story I've seen and heard to date. It took my breath away!

If you love to read about child prodigies, this is for you. It's a CNN report. A brief DVD clip, beautifully presented, in huge format, with music.

This twelve year old girl, Akiane, is going to take your breath away ... she has been painting since she was four, and recently began to play the piano. She is a self-taught painter, inspired by God. No, touched by God.

I was just discussing art (via email) with MTRIB2 (he's an artist, in case you aren't familiar with his journal) this morning, when an email came to me from my friend, Alan.

Alan sends me lots of joke mail, and often it leaves me laughing. But this piece he sent me this morning just left me speechless.

Thank you, Alan!!!!

Please check out this extraordinary girl's work. You won't believe what she has done!

 

For more reading about this talented child:

Akiane Kramarik, Dream Child by Mary Berryhill

Akiane, the official website dedicated to Akiane, http://www.artakiane.com/press.htm

News Video, Akiane talks about her painting

 

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Thursday, January 18, 2007

Early morning snowfall and teacher workday, and Autism video

         

Yes, as I wrote in the previous entry, it snowed... really it did. In some parts, like in Sunshine, Colorado, they might call this a dusting. It looks like a dusting when compared to what they're getting in Colorado. But it's our first winter season snowfall here in the middle of North Carolina.

Coincidentally, today was a teacher workday, so I was able to run outside in my slippers and snap some photos before getting dressed for school. Max hesitated at first, but after the two of them saw me clump down the stairs with the golf umbrella they eagerly raced each other down the steps.

                                    

Afterward, Max returned, begging for me to wipe the stuff off of him, and Misty's feet were cold, but they seemed to enjoy their early morning chase around the yard.

                                    

Just in case some of my students had slept in this morning and missed the event, I took some pictures around our classroom building to add to the screensaver slideshow on my classroom computer. They love seeing pictures of themselves and our classroom file across the screen.

It was a great day, as far as workdays go. My student teacher and I attended an excellent and well presented Autism workshop... I learned somenew facts, interventions, and strategies that I could use to teach my students who live within, or at least in the very near vicinity, of the world of Autism. I'm going to share with you some of the things I've learned about the Autism Spectrum Disorder (ASD). By explaining it here, to you, I will be able to better understand it for myself.

                   

I found this video tonight... one of many I will feature as I write on the subject of Autism. This one is about a young girl named Jessica. It features photos of her first fourteen years of life. Her parents love her and nurture her, ... what a blessing she is to their family!

I plan on writing an entry or two on the subject of Autism soon, but not tonight. Tonight, I'm taking it easy.

We spent the rest of the day meeting with various teachers regarding the writing test and the new focus in writing after the test. We also talked to a few teachers about Ms. J observing them in the upcoming week, and planned for her to observe a student or two and do an on-task behavior check list for each of them. This will help me get a handle on specific behaviors, and help me make a plan to help them modify their behaviors. It's do-able. I couldn't do this without her help. So glad she is working with me this semester.

I'm feeling better after having coughed my way through the previous four weeks, maybe longer. It started just before Thanksgiving, went away two weeks later in time for the week before Christmas, then returned a few days before Christmas, eased up around New Year's eve, and hit me with a vengeance a week later. So really, it's been more than a month. Still hoarse, but feeling better today.

Today I went in for a chest x-ray to see if the "consolidation" in my lung has cleared up. Will know more by Monday. Thank you all for your comments, prayers, and concerns regarding me, and my sister. We both appreciate the well wishes.